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A Sex Addict's Gift

Steve entered into thought for a few moments and then said, “I don’t know.  I hear that faith is supposed to move mountains.  You have yet to move that empty can of de-icer that has been rolling around in your car’s trunk for the past year…the one that sounds like we are transporting a hostage every time we make a sharp turn, accelerate quickly or stop abruptly.  I won’t rule this one out, but right now it’s iffy.  Let’s keep an eye on it and see where it goes in 5 or 10 years.”.....[Cont.]

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Bickering with Kevin

Over the years, I have shared how my friend Kevin and I bicker all the time.  We bickered in the early years, when we first met and became accountability partners.  We bickered during the ministry years, when we ran a Living Waters Program at our church.  And we bicker in 2011, four years into Kevin’s decision to return to the gay lifestyle......[Cont.]

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Love and Respect

Every now and then, I have a recurring dream. It’s not a very holy dream, but I dream it nonetheless. In it, the Colombian singer Juanes appears at my door, shirtless and on his eleventh beer. He confesses that he came across my writings and, through them, has developed a man-crush on me. Me… a 42 year-old, minivan-driving, dreamboat of an office manager from New Jersey. He then authoritatively grunts “I must have you, Robert”, journeys his hand to the back of my neck, and, with confident ownership, pulls me in closer to kiss me. It is always at this point where I awaken, with an unresolved outcome......[Cont.]

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I Wouldn't Change a Thing

My aunt’s doorbell rang and distracted me. I gently put down the photograph and realized that nine year old Robbie the innocent, 13 year old Robbie the victim, 14 year old Rob the avenger, 20 year old Robert the loner, and 30 year old Robert the gay sex addict were now strangers to me. I no longer shared their identities or their passions........[Cont.]

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The Darker Side of Brotherhood

Over the years, I have shared how my friend Kevin and I bicker all the time.  We bickered in the early years, when we first met and became accountability partners.  We bickered during the ministry years, when we ran a Living Waters Program at our church.  And we bicker in 2011, four years into Kevin’s decision to return to the gay lifestyle......[Cont.]

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Previous Newsletters

Issue 6 - New Begginings
Love and Respect
A Dirt Sandwich
I Wouldn't Change a Thing
The Darker Side of Brotherhood
Homosexuals Loving As Jesus Would
Touched By A Christian
Abstinence Abstinence Rah! Rah! Rah!
Issue 5 - Rediscovering Obedience
A Call To Christians In Recovery Everywhere
Things I Want To Know, But Don't Know Whom To Ask
It's An Abomination
Not Enough Faith
But I Can't Pray, I'm Horny
The Whole Picture
The Tran-Gendered Zygote
The Agreement
Issue 4 - Perspective to Survive the Long Haul
A Prayer for Perspective
Conditions, Disorders and Other Stuff My Doctor Never Understood
Deconstruction of Mr. Right
Guard It Jealously
In Layman Terms
Preconceived Notions
Thank You
The Rest of Us
Thorns
Issue 3 - Encouragement for the Journey Out
A Lesson I learned In The Men's Room
The Voice
You Know The Healing Is Real When...
A Ha!
Good Morning Homosexual Conflict
Recovery Burnout
To The Struggler Who's Never Acted Out
Our Dictionary
Issue 2 - More Thoughts, Notes & Observations
Honey
I'm Promiscuous and It's All Your Fault
Lady, Your Weight Problem Ain't Nothing Compared To This
Ten Questions The Man Leading a Double Life Dreads
To All The Girls I Loved Before
What Does Healed From Homosexual Mean Anyway?
You Are Not Alone
I Don't Really Feel Gay
Kenny Visits a Gay Video Store
Me and Maggie Sue
Ten Unspoken Rules Of Gay Cruising
To the Friends of Matthew Sheppard
Why I Am Still In The Gay Life
Issue 1 - Exploring the Dark Side of Gay Life
Who Knew?
Growing Old, Gay
How Did it Come To This?
To My Best Friends
Why Me?
Day Off
Hey, Family Man
So, You Found My Magazine Stash
What We're All About
What Was I Thinking?